Flower essence consultations · Online · Singapore & worldwide

Stuck, frustrated, tired of holding it together, and ready for that to change?

Something feels wrong, and you know it. Now you don't have to relive it to move past it.

Hi, I'm Esther. I spent over 15 years in education, and I care deeply about healing, coming home to yourself, authentic happiness, and living your most fulfilled life.

I make personalised blends with First Light Flower Essences of New Zealand®, because I've seen how quietly powerful they can be.

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45 minutes on Zoom · Your blend posted to your door · First 20 clients only.

Esther reading

“About two weeks into using my flower essence blend, things started shifting. Subtle at first. My perception, my thoughts, the way I reacted to things.”

Dannick Young · UX/UI Designer

No need to relive the pain.

Tell me what's happening and how you'd rather feel. That's all I need. No going back into the feeling, no working through the pain of it.

A First Light Flower Essences of New Zealand blend bottle

The native plants of Aotearoa

Some of the oldest living plants on Earth

First Light Flower Essences of New Zealand® hold the imprint of plants that grow nowhere else on Earth.

Around 80 million years ago, New Zealand drifted away from the rest of the world and stayed on its own. Its native flowers, ferns and trees evolved in near-total isolation, some with an ancestry reaching back more than 190 million years. Nothing else on the planet grew quite like them.

The essences don't work on your body. They work on how you're holding things.

What people describe afterwards tends to be quiet rather than dramatic: a little steadier, a little lighter, a little more like themselves.

  • Flowers

    Personality

    The everyday patterns; how you tend to react, worry or hold back.

  • Ferns

    Release

    Easing off old weight, without needing to relive or explain it.

  • Trees

    Personal power

    Steadiness, confidence and feeling grounded in yourself.

  • Seeds

    New beginnings

    Fresh starts, and chapters closing as others open.

  • Plants

    Meaning

    Direction, purpose, and wanting your life to mean something.

A core range of 84 essences across five plant families. You don't need to learn any of this, that's my job.

Esther adding drops of flower essence to a blend bottle
Your blend, made up by hand after we talk.

Who comes to me

You might recognise yourself here

  • Professionals

    You're capable, and quietly running on empty.

    Holding a team, a role, or a business together while something inside asks for a change you can't name yet.

  • Parents

    Everyone gets a version of you. Nobody gets all of you.

    You'd like to feel like a person again, not just the one keeping everything moving.

  • Young adults

    You're doing the right things and still feel lost.

    Career, study, expectations from home. You want clarity about what's actually yours.

  • In transition

    A chapter is ending, and the next one hasn't started.

    A move, a loss, a role you've outgrown. You want steadiness while it happens.

If none of these is quite you but something here landed, message me and just say so. I'll tell you honestly whether this is worth your time.

How it works

One conversation now. A steadier you in a few weeks.

Nothing to prepare, nothing to relive. You talk, I listen, and a bottle made for you arrives in the post.

  1. We talk

    You fill in a short intake form, then we sit down over Zoom for up to 45 minutes. I listen for what's really pressing on you right now.

  2. I choose

    During the session I take about ten minutes to select your essences from a core range of 84, then come back and explain what I've chosen and why.

  3. I blend

    Afterwards I make up one bottle that's yours alone and post it to you, with a short voice note and simple guidance on taking it.

  4. You take it

    A few drops a day over the following weeks, working gently in the background. I check in with you once afterwards.

Numbered First Light Flower Essences of New Zealand stock bottles in their trays
Each essence is numbered and named. Yours are chosen from these.

A client's words

“I was one of Esther's first clients, and I'm glad I said yes.”

“The first thing that stood out was how much space she held for me during the consultation. She was patient and meticulous, and she never once rushed me. I got every single word out, including the parts I was still figuring out how to say. Then she gently guided me to narrow it down to one area of my life to focus on, which turned out to be exactly the right call.”

“A few weeks later she walked me through the New Zealand native flower essences she had chosen, and explained how each one connected back to what I'd shared with her. She's genuinely knowledgeable, but more importantly she explained it in a way I could actually understand. She told me how it works, what to expect, and helped me stay consistent with it.”

“What I asked for was clarity in my career. About two weeks into using my flower essence blend, things started shifting. Subtle at first. My perception, my thoughts, the way I reacted to things. Those small changes added up into a genuinely different view of my work, and that carried through into how I act now.”

“I have a newfound perspective on my career that I didn't have before I started.”

“If you're considering flower essences with Esther, I'd strongly recommend!”

Dannick Young · UX/UI Designer
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Why I do this

I spent two decades looking for this

For 14 years I worked in education in Singapore, teaching English and Literature, then building and running my own tuition company. Underneath a life that looked settled, I spent two decades feeling lost in my work, frustrated, and anxious, and I spent tens of thousands of dollars on healing modalities of most kinds. Many helped, but the shifts often came at a cost, leaving my body and emotions drained for days.

For me, the essences were different. They worked quietly in the background, without the upheaval, and over time they loosened patterns that twenty years of effort barely touched.

One day I simply noticed the anxiety had gone quiet.

Everyone's journey with the essences is their own, but that was mine. I've since been training in the First Light® method, and I've come back to Singapore to offer that same kind of space to others: unhurried, honest, and free of pressure.

  • 14 years in education
  • Training in the First Light® method
  • Based in Singapore
Esther on a west coast New Zealand beach at sunset
Esther building sandcastles on a New Zealand beachEsther learning at the First Light College of New Zealand

The session

Start with one session

Online, over Zoom. 45 minutes. Your blend arrives by post.
One session, one blend, no package to commit to.

Founding client ratesFirst 20 clients only. Prices rise after.

First Essence Session

1 session · 45 min

Your first consultation and first personalised blend.

  • Private intake form
  • 45-min Zoom consultation
  • 1 personalised blend, posted to you
  • Short voice note + guidance
  • One check-in afterwards

Founding rate

Was S$220S$144

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A bottle lasts three to four weeks. If you want more extensive support after that, there are packages that work out cheaper per session.

Flower essences are not a replacement for medical treatment, psychological support or other professional care.

Before you book

The questions people ask me before they say yes

If yours isn't here, message me and ask. I'd rather answer it than have you wonder.

Esther with her group at the First Light College of New Zealand
Training with the First Light® College of New Zealand.
Is it safe? I'm on medication.

Flower essences are widely regarded as safe, with no known side effects, and they complement medication and other treatment. They're not a replacement for medical treatment, psychological support or other professional care. If you're under professional care, please continue it.

Do I have to talk about painful things?

Not in the way you're probably imagining. You won't have to process anything, meaning going back into the emotion, feeling it again, working through it, the way most therapies ask. Just tell me what's going on and how you'd rather feel, in as much or as little detail as you like. That's enough for me to choose your essences.

Will it actually do anything?

The shifts can be powerful. They usually begin quietly, in how you perceive things, how you think, and how you react, and those changes add up into a genuinely different view of a situation. Everyone's journey with the essences is their own, so I won't tell you what yours will look like.

What actually happens in a session?

You fill in a private intake form first. Then we meet on Zoom for 45 minutes. I listen and ask questions, and offer reflections where they help. Then I take about ten minutes to select your essences while you have a short break. I come back and explain the flowers I've chosen, how each one connects to what you shared, and how to take them. Your blend is made up by hand afterwards and posted to you with a short voice note.

So what exactly is in the bottle?

A gentle liquid preparation you take as drops. Each blend is made by adding a few drops of the chosen flower essences to a dropper bottle of pure spring water, with a little brandy added purely as a natural preservative. There's no fragrance and no real taste beyond the base. If you'd rather not have alcohol in your blend, I can use apple cider vinegar as the preservative instead, just let me know when you book.

How do I take it, and how long does a bottle last?

Three drops, three to four times a day, straight onto your tongue or in a drink. A bottle usually lasts around three to four weeks, which happens to be a natural rhythm for noticing change. Shipping within Singapore is included, and blends usually arrive within two to four working days of your session.

What if none of the listed times work?

Just say so in the chat. Reply with a few times you can make and we'll fix something together.

I'm not in Singapore. Can we still work together?

Yes. Sessions are on Zoom, so you can join from anywhere. All listed times are Singapore time (SGT), so please convert to your local time. International shipping for blends is arranged individually; message me and we'll work it out.

Next step

Book a session

  1. Pick a time that suits you, then send the pre-filled WhatsApp message
  2. I confirm your slot, take payment, and send you a private intake form
  3. We meet on Zoom for your session, and your personalised blend arrives in your letterbox

Sessions are 45 minutes, held online on Zoom.
All times are Singapore time (SGT).

First 20 clients only. Prices rise after.

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If nothing here works, reply with a few times you can make and we'll fix something together.

Whenever you're ready, just say hi.

45 minutes on Zoom. A blend made for what you're moving through, posted to your door.

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S$144 Was S$220First 20 clients only.

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